I am oh-so-busy

Nothing is new, really. I’ve been so caught up with work that I feel so disconnected from everyone, including my family. :( Besides feeling really tired physically, I am also feeling very tired with my job. It’s draining me. Always “blablablabla” and these “blablablabla” takes up so much time. If I look at the work, it seems like its simple job and I should be able to complete it quick enough. Unfortunately not.

I feel so tired because I face my laptop all the time…..the excel sheets, the word documents, etc. Sometimes I wonder, why am I doing this? I begin to question myself. As much as I want to think that I am adding value to the client/ industry, there is something at the back of my head telling me that it’s not true. This whole financial services industry is a scam. More to come but I don’t feel like talking about it now.

Work has been work. If I have a choice, I would like to just start something small by myself. Like running my own little cafe or selling bubble tea. LOL! Now, do you know where I can buy seeds to plant money??????

I’ve been traveling so much that I am now a gold/platinum member of hotel clubs. I don’t know how many points I have though but I doubt it is enough to get a free night since I keep having different hotel at every week. So, my points are all scattered. Anyway, hotels are not just hotels. I lost the excitement.

YAWN.

But oh…my train card allows me to have a free 1st class ticket to another country in Europe. Let’s see if I ever make use of it!

So now..back to spreadsheets. DAMN YOU!! I HATE YOU!!!!!! >(((((((((((((((