Quarter life crisis

I have been thinking so much lately. It feels like I’m being forced into adulthood. Okay, I know I’m no longer a teenager but neither am I ready to deal with the real stuff like tax, government regulations, the big ‘M’ and tons of worries. Or maybe I was just too pampered that I have everything cared by my parents. I never really had to lift a finger to get things running. The sudden shift to handling everything by myself can be rather uneasy.

I wish I can go back to playing my masak masak. Worrying about my UPSR would be also a better choice. I rather cry due to my mom’s anger when I don’t do extra exercises (for studies) or when she found out about me running out of school to buy candies. Why am I growing up so quickly??? Can time stop for a while?